At least in the past couple weeks or so. I’ve still gotten up at least once a week but nothing like the 3-4 weekly shows I was maintaining in August.
I have shows next Wednesday through Saturday so that will be good. The Saturday show will be the second time I host Headliners so I packed in a few shows before that. I want to make sure I’m not rusty at all.
I feel like I had the worst week ever the week before last. The first week of September. I was like, “I am incredibly unhappy. LET’S CHANGE EVERYTHING.” But ‘change everything’ just meant move in with my dad, buy a new car, have a come-to-Jesus conversation with the big guys at work and socially it meant distancing myself from some people and getting closer to others. I’m feeling pretty settled now and am in a mood to make a lot of money at Texas Roadhouse so I am hoping to pick up two extra shifts. I don’t like where I’ve been financially so I think I will give up a few upcoming weekends and build the checking account up a bit.
I feel like I need some help from Old Lauren, pre stand-up Lauren. She used to work 80 hours a week happily. I think she needs to come back for a few weeks. But the stand up is staying… Obviously.
Also, I still don’t have a TV. So if anyone knows a site I can use to stream SNL tomorrow night that would be greatly appreciated.